S I N G L E
For the most part, I really don't mind it. I just do my own thing. I'll grab drinks or go to brunch with the girls, make spontaneous trips around Texas with Stella to see old friends or just spend a weekend being a lazy bum (which I rarely actually get the chance to do anymore). I'm so blessed to have so many good friends within a few hours of me & I love getting the chance to see them, especially when I didn't get to when I lived in Colorado. I'm painting & being crafty again. I've gone on a few dates - some much better than others & it doesn't hurt when you figure out what you're really looking for in a relationship. The best thing about it: I'm not sitting at home, waiting to hear from a guy.
I'll admit, though, I've been more of the bitter single girl lately, mostly because two of my good friends - a couple that I set up almost 3 years ago - are getting married in a few weeks & I'm a bridesmaid. I love them both & I really am happy for them, but there's still that part of me that says "that should've been J & I"...in reality though, had we gotten married, I can't speak for him, but I'd be miserable right now. I wasn't myself with him & that's the biggest failure of our relationship: how can you not be yourself after nearly 4 years with someone you love?
(Amanda's bachelorette party in Austin, TX)
♥Linz
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