I'm afraid of a few things...snakes are the primary culprit though, haha! It could just be a little 4-inch garter snake & I will scream, run away & avoid whatever area I saw it in for a few days. My dad & my brother just laugh at me, but my being scared of snakes will not be going anywhere anytime soon. Even floating the river, if I see water moccasins - yes, I've seen quite a few, but they stay away from people for the most part - I swim to the other side of the river, get out & walk about 20 yards down stream where I can't see the snake anymore before I get back in...again, I get laughed at because I don't even tell anyone why I did that, but at least I don't scream bloody murder in a crowded river when I see them, haha!
Mostly, though, I'm afraid of being alone for the rest of my life. I don't mind being alone - it beats being repeatedly hurt by someone you love - but no one ever truly wants to be alone forever. I miss the companionship that comes with being in a relationship. The little things like making dinner together & staying in to watch a movie...or going to kick the ball around at the park on a sunny day...or even just being able to be in their arms. I don't want the big, over-the-top gestures, I love the little things & I'm afraid of not being able to have that again.
♥Linz
♥Linz
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